Monday, August 18, 2008

Go figure...

I already ruined my goal thing, after like one awful am I? Go figure is all I have to say to something like that. I always announce that I'm an emotional eater, and today just proves it because in one hour I've downed Dr. Pepper, a little debbie snack cake, and some trail mix. Ok so the trailmix wasn't so bad because it was just unsalted soy nuts, dried unsweetened cranberries, and almonds. The other two i don't really even like. I just HAD to have regular soda and its all we had left, and I needed chocolate and we had some little debbie snack cakes which of course I then had to have. The trailmix was for my salt craving. Ugh I'm so mad at myself.

I have a lovely job interview tomorrow with the dental school of Marquette University as a registration assistant. I was excited about the job, but now I'm not really for a variety of reasons. Why did I go to college to get an entry level clerical position? I worked my butt off for 6 years and for what? So I can get a job that requires a high school diploma and a year of experience. It makes me wish that I had gone into one of the 3 areas that are actually in need of employees: NURSING, accounting, and like business or graphic design. The sad thing is, even if I had a masters there would be very few jobs I could apply for. I think I might go back to school in the spring for...something...I don't know I just am having a hard time feeling like my schooling was worth anything. My other thought is going back to Viterbo because they have a bachelors of dietetics which means I could go straight into my internship since its part of the 5 year program and then just take the RD exam...skipping graduate school all together, and there are a few RD jobs that come up occasionally. I'm hoping with my nutrition degree I can forgo some of the classes so it will take less than 5 years, but who knows.

I'm half tempted to just purposely bomb my interview, but then again if I get the job I would get free tuition to a decent school so maybe I should try. Tough choice ha ha i kind of am liking the idea of just BSing the interview and answering with atrocious answers. But lets be honest, I could never really do that.

Other than that, my life is boring. I did get to go to the waukesha library today for the first time in oh I'd say 8 years, and it was actually kind of exciting. I've always been a HUGE reader so it was like being in a candy store ha ha. Though, the two books I really have wanted to read are fairly new and you have to "rent" the new books. Like they charge you $1.00 for a week to rent them, and $1.00 a day for every day after that initial week. While I did indeed have $2.00 on me to rent both books, I was a little put-off by the fact I'd have to pay for them. Isn't the point of the library to get books for free to heighten your leaning? Though I did get a new library card complete with the cute little keychain sized one to put on your keyring so that was exciting and made up for the bad part.

Oh and I found this on a friends blog so I thought I would do it for my name. I know these things don't really mean anything but I pretty much fit everything this thing says ha ha.

What Stacey Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

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